Joyful Girl











{December 20, 2006}   the Top Gun letter



the Top Gun letter

Originally uploaded by horseballerina.

It’s right in the middle of that first paragraph. Between “Congratulations on your acceptance” and the list of interns for the 2007-2008 year.

“You are the best of the best – we’ll make you better”

I keep feeling like it hasn’t quite sunk in yet and receipt of the letter confirmed that. Despite the fact that the offer was made over a week ago while I was still in Kentucky, and despite the fact that I’ve already told everyone I’m in (whether or not they cared. . . ), actually seeing it in print made me all giddy again.

At first I thought hey, anyone who quotes Viper is part of a group I’ll fit right in with. Then I thought crap, the best of the best? I think he might actually MEAN that. What if I’m not and they find me out? Suddenly my confidence that I CAN DO THIS is again replaced by the gnawing fear that I might fall flat on my face.

Luckily this has never stopped me before. I tend to just keep charging right on ahead. And remembering that while I was up there I watched the interns, REALLY watched them, shadowed them, and decided that I ABSOLUTELY CAN do it!



Muttie says:

I have absolute complete faith in your passion and your abilities to do this… And you’ve proven yourself by getting this far… I’m so proud, and so happy for you… It’s a wonderful opportunity!



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